
Thought for the Day
01/13/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
Soul: Our next word for
exploration is lack.
So accustomed are human
beings to feeling that
they are not enough, and
what they have is not enough
either, that they are constantly
looking outside of themselves
for something they believe
will fill the hole of lack and
emptiness they feel inside.
There are two types of
emptiness for us to explore.
There is the emptiness that
Is the result of feeling that
there is something inherently
missing inside, and there is
the emptiness that is an
expression of your true
nature.
One is formed from an
inability to face and embrace
what one is experiencing.
The feelings are quite real,
but they are being suppressed
and therefore avoided. So one
is driven to search for something
to fill that emptiness, that
sense of lack which they are
experiencing from within.
They do not have it. So that
means that someone else does.
This is how you give your
power away.
While the other is the result
of getting a little too close
to the truth and feeling the
heat and pressure created by
the sacred fire within. This is
entirely too much for the ego.
It is far too frightening and
uncomfortable to be with.
This is the proverbial cat on a
hot tin roof type of feeling
and scenario.
So what does one do?
They frantically go in search
of things to fill the empty space
created by a loss of identity
and the overwhelming sense
of groundlessness they are
experiencing..
The ego cannot stand
either and perceives both
as threats to its survival
as the prevailing chosen
identity for your human
experience.
No ego can stand a vacuum
for long. Not seeing surrender
as a viable option, it immediately
turns to people, places and
things to fill the void.
For who you are and what
you are is a vast emptiness
which contains the potentiality
of every possibility in its
energetic seed form.
Add to this the fact that
you live your lives from
the outside in rather than
the inside out.
You have no faith in your-
selves. You place more
value on what others say
or feel than you do on
your own beating heart.
And because you always
believe that you are not
good enough, you want
something you feel you
are lacking to fill that hole.
”Then I will be complete,”
the ego reassures itself as it
pushes outward in search of
the right person, place or
thing it hopes will fill the bill.
You always want and crave
more, better and different
than what you have and are.
But God, being indivisible,
100% of all that God is
is contained within you.
This we have shared before.
So how could you ever
be lack anything?
What you have and what
you are is always perfect
for you.
I suggest you allow that
to be your reflection
as you go about your day.
me: I think that is an
excellent idea. I would
love the opportunity to
bring the faculty of
awareness to these two
forms of emptiness
and turn inward, soften
and open to my experience
rather than reach to
the world for a quick fix
or some Quasi half
baked solution which never
works.
The grass is not greener
on the other side of the
fence and comparison
is an activity the ego
values highly and wastes
a whole lot of time
perseverating on.
We chase things which are
a colossal waste of time
because we believe that
someone either has some-
thing we don't, or we must
acquire it before the next
person does.
All this is just another
example of how the world
has brainwashed all of
us into believing the lie
that we are incomplete,
broken and always lacking
something.
More, better or different
is never more, better or
different.
That’s the saddest part of
all.
Because once you attain
whatever you thought you
lacked, you inevitably find
that it never works.
And so you think, “I must
have chosen the wrong thing.”
Then off to the races you go
looking for the next thing
you hope will fill the barren
wasteland you feel inside.
All because we chose the
blue pill instead of the red
one.
Well…it’s time to wake the
hell up and give the lie
back.
We are perfect beings of
a loving Creator and we
lack nothing.
Soul: One of these fine days
you will all allow yourselves
to see yourselves as I see you
and the gig will be up, once
and for all.
Until then….I will share
through you and other beings
such as yourself until
every last blade of grass
recognizes and embraces
its freedom.
***
Prayer for the Day
May peace prevail in
the heart of every living
thing.
This is my most fervent
wish.
Amen
***
01/12/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: Our first word to explore
is imperfection…
I find it appalling how much
the world has brainwashed
us all into believing that
we are flawed, our lives are
not what we think they should
be, and that is because
we need to be other than
how we are.
We are the problem.
We are always a problem...
That if we were more, our lives
would be more too.
We need to change….to be
better and do better, to be
and to have the g.o.a.t.,
because what we have and
are is not good enough.
It's indicative of a poisonous
belief system that is ruinous
to the awareness of peace.
We get that message every-
where from our very first
breath.
It begins with parents,
siblings and relatives,
the very caregivers who are
closest to us.
And then we move onto
our educational institutions,
friends, the advertising world,
social media and its influencers,
religion, Hollywood and
the movie/television industry,
the music industry, cultural
diffusion and last but certainly
not least, the head full of b.s.
we tell ourselves.
We are hardwired to believe
that no matter what we do,
we suck because we need to
be other than who and how
we are.
We are our bodies.
Let’s begin there.
They are too fat or too thin,
too short or too tall, too
wrinkly or saggy, not physically
fit, our ass is too small or
too large, our eyes the wrong
shape or color, our
lashes too short, our skin
the wrong color, too much
make up or not enough,
the hair is the wrong color,
we don’t dress for success,
we drive the wrong car, we
live in the wrong house, the
wrong neighborhood or
city, the wrong country, the
wrong job, the wrong side of
the aisle, the wrong religion,
our pockets are empty, and
no matter what we do, we will
never live up to anyone’s
expectations, let alone, our
own.
And bubble bubble toil
and trouble, my, how we
labor in the service of
chasing what they tell us
will make us happy and
successful if only we work
hard enough.
And here in the good old
US of A they refer to this
as the American dream.
It’s everywhere, but here
we make a monument of
it and demand all the world
to follow our lead or we
will come at you with a
wrecking ball and you
cannot be our friend.
Is it any wonder that we
suffer from depression,
live in a world that is overrun
with hatred and aggression,
that we suffer from sleep
disorders, anxiety, a plethora
of secrets to big for anyone
to carry and are plagued by
unchecked paranoia?
Soul: We have been sharing
quite a bit the past week
about the illusion of
imperfection.
All that any of you have ever
really wanted was to be
received unconditionally in
an embrace which swallowed
you whole and told there
was nothing wrong with you,
that you were made to be exactly
as you are, that you are flawlessly
perfect for the the job of
being you, that there is no
one who could do you like
you do you, that you are a one
of one, created by an Infinite
Intelligence which hung every star
in the heavens and anchored
every planet in its own perfect
and precise orbit, who lovingly
created every galaxy and
every nebula from first to last
and back again.
This is the aching yearning
of every heart and I am here
to tell you every bit of it
is true.
I am speaking to you, beloved,
so put your listening ears on.
You have had enough fun
And you will be the first to
admit that you have grown
weary of playing in this field
of dreams, long enough to
know that it really isn’t
all that fun and it never was.
Put down your armor you
carry and your weapons of war,
for they have profited you
nothing, nada, zip.
I am waiting for you.
So tender is this heart for
all of you exactly as you are
that no words could ever
do it justice.
Be you received by this
heart which adores you
and you will know…
You will know something
this world cannot touch…
Come Home, that you might
discover the One who has
never left you, nor have you
ever left Me.
You need do nothing.
I accept all of you as you
are and see it as both
beautiful and precious.
You are oh-so-dear to Me.
I adore you with an ever-
lasting love which will
never ask anything of you.
Ever.
You are my creation, com-
posed of my breath, made
as you are by my design.
You have never disappointed
or failed me in any way, and
those who believe you have
failed themselves in their own
eyes.
It is a case of do as I say,
not as I do.
The time of dreaming is
winding down to its final
completion. You came here
to be a part of the first wave
who would leave the insanity
and chaos behind.
Be brave and of good cheer.
For you are mine and I am
yours. And in our Embrace
there are no lines of distinction
between Who or What We Are.
***
Prayer for the Day
White flag waving.
I surrender unto Thee,
dear Soul.
Amen
***
01/11/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: Dearest soul...why is
it not okay to be okay
in our world?
People look at you like
you have three eyes.
But you know what?
My demonstration, my
conscious demonstration,
is that of a deep and
mindful awareness of
each breath, a genuine
smile, a peaceful and
loving presence, and that
of genuine happiness.
There is an unmistakable
palpable tenderness which
is felt for all things manifest.
I acknowledge that I am
okay, and that it is okay
for me to be okay, in
a world that somehow
believes that this is
a horrible thing for me
to say and must be
an out and out lie.
Each time I repeat these
precious words to myself,
the truth that I am
comes rushing in, as if on
a tidal wave to remind me,
awareness itself, the selfsame
instant that I settle into
this sweet and simple heartfelt
acknowledgement of the
truth that is always true.
And I'll admit, I am completely
stumped by the reactions
I receive. Flipped off in
traffic, yelled at in the grocery
store, shoved out of some-
one's way or ceremoniously
ignored.
But thank God that's
a hook I no longer feel
the inclination to bite or
compensate for.
I cannot hide who I am
and I most certainly will not
lie about it ever again
as I did for so long in
an effort to not shine
too brightly in a world
which has grown dark
and complacent as they
lay sleeping.
They are frightened by
the appearance of a light
that shines away the per-
ception of darkness in
which they hide from
themselves and which
just might wake them up,
reminding them of what
they are.
I can close my eyes here
and breathe deeply as
I feel all my love and light
as it comes rushing into
my awareness.
Here there is only peace
and a simplicity and love
that welcomes me with
neither qualifications
nor conditions.
Why do we feel such an
incessant urge to make
everything hard and
complicate it so?
Struggle and survival.
If it isn't hard won, it
must be valueless and
then it is of no use to me.
That's the mentality of
the world.
We are far more attached
to our ego's than we are
to our soul.
We reject the simple,
the straightforward, the
uncomplicated and
effortless.
God forbid that it asks
nothing of us in return
and reminds us that our
contribution is not only
unnecessary, it is not
helpful and contributes
nothing.
As I sit here musing
about such things, it
occurs to me that the
problem lies in certain
key words we have
taken so deeply to
heart that we now
believe that they are
the secret truth about
us.
And that belief has
cost our humanity
plenty.
I know it has not
and can not affect you,
dear soul, but the human
experience has most
definitely become
overshadowed and
engulfed by them.
The world is drowning
in rage, fear, radical
skepticism, lies, and
a hedonistic
preoccupation with
itself.
The net/net is that it
has reconfigured our
DNA, restructured
our atoms and molecules,
it has reordered and
remapped our entire
brain and nervous
system, made of our
subconscious a map
that looks more like
the human intestinal
system than it does
grey matter, as well as
everything we think or
feel.
How can anyone trust
themselves, let alone
trust anyone else when
this is their life day
after grueling day?
Here are just a few of
the words and phrases
that came to me day:
imperfection
lack
need
unresolvable trauma
broken
not good enough
mistakes/sins
should
FOMO
dangerous or unsafe
change
weak
unforgivable
loss
I have some questions for
those who will read this
and one for you, dear soul.
For anyone who comes
to this website and reads
this:
What would your day
look like and feel like
if you noticed how
often these words came
into play, and by thus,
colored how you think,
what you feel and
the meaning you give
to your experiences?
In other words, what would
your experience of being
you feel like if you knew
that none of them were true
and their sole purpose was
to keep you distracted and
chasing your tail, hating
yourself because you were
never good enough?
And what if what was really
true was always peaceful.
loving, kind and gentle,
infinitely accepting and
would never leave you?
And what if I were to tell
you that it was all yours
and is always there when you
let go of the white-knuckle-
grip you have on those
words I have listed because
you believe they are the truth
about you and without them,
you are nothing and have
nothing?
But what if they are all a horrible
lie that the propaganda machine
uses in order to keep you hooked
and chasing whatever carrot(s)
you believe will fix it all for you,
keep you safe, and bring you
all that you desire?
And for you, precious soul,
how about we take the
next couple of weeks
to look at each of these
words and phrases so
that we may see clearly
just how deep the rabbit
hole goes and how we have
allowed them to poison
our human experience
of life in its entirety?
Soul: I think that's a lovely
idea.
When seen clearly, life is
not only effortless, it is
magical and miraculous,
a continuous source of
effulgent and exuberant
joy.
Let the dance begin...
***
Prayer for the Day
What's to fear, to fret
over, to perseverate on,
to scurry insanely about
in an effort to control
when you know, in
the deepest part of you,
that it doesn't get
any sweeter than this?
Let me see the perfection
in all things this day
and trust.
Amen
***
01/10/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I didn't let you get a word
in edgewise yesterday.
Sorry about that...
Soul: I have three things to
say about yesterday as well as
every other day for that matter.
First of all, are you not always
on my journey, is this not
part of your destiny?
Didn't it happen precisely
the way that it was supposed
to?
Secondly, sometimes it is a
beautiful thing to watch one
stand in their full power
with their headlights on bright
and speak what is true for
them with passion.
And last but not least, I am
the real you. I am always
with you. Therefore, how
could anything ever be
considered a mistake,
thoughtless, or any such
thing?
me: So what's on the docket
for us to talk about today?
Soul: Well… You know and I
know that you have something
on your heart today so why
not share it?
It would be a lovely dialogue
for today.
me: Thank you for that.
I suppose it’s been 3 or 4
months now since my friend,
Christy, told me about
a TV show she really loved
and that she thought
that I would love it too.
It’s called, The Reluctant
Traveler on Apple TV and
stars Eugene Levy.
It is such an endearingly
funny show. Although
Eugene did travel a little
throughout his younger
years, now, as an aging
senior citizen, he sets off
on these journeys which
take him all around the
world; exploring other
continents, countries and
the people who live there.
We both love to travel, to
meet new people and new
cultures, and to get to
experience a different
slice of life in a place
which is foreign to him...
on their turf and from
the perspective of
their experience.
And Eugene Levy is such
a curmudgeon about every-
thing.
But eventually...he always
comes around and falls
in love with his experience.
And since I an unable to
travel anymore, it is great
to see other parts of this
beautiful planet from
the comfort of my easy
chair.
And it occurred to me that
this would be a great title
for a book, The Reluctant
Lighthouse.
You see, for so many,
liberation is this fireworks
sort of experience.
And just hearing about that
sends seekers into a tizzy
looking to repeat that sort
of an experience.
They want to control what
is not in their purview to
control.
It was the huge experiences
that came before which
gently led me to the quiet
and calm realization of the
the Ultimate Truth.
For me, it has just been
this continuous and sublte
seeing that noticed one day,
“I have always been this.
There has never been
a single day that I have not
been this.”
I could look back upon
the whole of my life,
every single experience
I have ever had, and
clearly see as well as feel
my self there, I had always
been present all along.
It was utterly amazing!
But the epiphany was that
I had not ever given myself
permission to be my self
in my entirety, even though
I knew that this was who
and what I am, in every
instant of life.
You must not shine too
brightly you know.
After all, that would
make everyone entirely
too uncomfortable in your
presence and they are
already struggling to be
around you now.
You would stick out like
a sore thumb,even more
than you already do
and then how could you
ever hope to fit in?
When that whole thing
of trying to fit in finally
died on the vine, and
I stopped giving a shit
what other people think
of me or say, I experienced
the utter majesty, the mystery
and spaciousness of
myself, no holds barred.
And this got me to thinking
about my friend who keeps
telling me, “I have never
experienced my soul. I have
never experienced God. I
have not experienced love
as you have encountered it.
I keep asking for it, praying
for it and I get nothing.”
He has occupied my thoughts
and heart so profoundly
all week long.
And you know what dawned
on me?
I am so done with the illusion
of imperfection.
That is where the whole of
humanity is stuck like Chuck.
It’s not about fake it til you
make it. It’s about putting
your foot down and refusing
to bite the hook of imperfection
that the world is drowning in.
My God, you cannot purchase
anything anymore, either
online or in person, without
them sending you an email
questionnaire asking you
to evaluate your experience
of their performance from
beginning to end!
Get this world...loud and
clear:
There is no better version of
you in some future who will
ever be more worthy than
you are right now.
And my friend?
He is waiting to see the evidence
of God before he is willing to
actually love God and trust
that Divine Intelligence which
created all this just for him!
Meanwhile, the evidence
is in his face, his direct
experience every single day!
That is so silly to me that I find
it dumbfounding and perplexing.
You have to love and trust God
now and open your heart to
however God is showing up
to you in this very moment!
You have to open those
eyes and behold the light
you are standing in!
It is utterly blinding.
How can anyone claim to
not see or feel it?
That’s all.
I know it's a mouthful.
This whole waking up thing
is so ridiculous to me, that I
cannot stop myself from
laughing like a hyena about
it most of the time.
Why wait when you can be
happy this moment?
Why wait when you can be
peaceful now?
Why wait when you can be
enjoying every single instant
of the life that is yours
to live right now?
Why wait when you can feel
the ecstacy of being
madly in love with yourself
and life this moment?
Why wait when you can
know God now?
God doesn't need to reveal
Itself to you honey, you
have to open that heart
of yours to what is already
here.
God doesn't think you are
not worthy or ready to
receive, you do!
Soul: Why wait for freedom
when you have never not
been free?
Mountains out of mole hills
and problems where there
are none.
That is the human journey
in a nutshell.
Striving…
Efforting…
Working hard….
...only to fail in the end.
But maybe..maybe...
in some far off future...
All because more is never
enough because you are
never enough for you.
But you have always been
enough for God, beloved.
So how could what the world
thinks possibly matter?
You just keep being the
lighthouse that shines
in a world where people
have forgotten to open
their eyes and notice that
they, too, have always
been this and are right
now.
We are an unbeatable
team and we've got this!
***
Prayer for the Day
I got my glow on today
so you better wear
shades.
Amen
***
01/09/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be completed in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
01/08/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
01/07/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
01/06/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
01/05/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
01/04/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
01/03/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
01/02/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
01/01/2026
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/31/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/30/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/29/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/28/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/27/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/26/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/25/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/24/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/23/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/22/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/21/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/20/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/19/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/18/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/17/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/16/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/15/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/14/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/13/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/12/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/11/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/10/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/09/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/08/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/07/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/06/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/05/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/04/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/03/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/02/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
12/01/2025
Thought for the Day
The uncommon dialogue
continues...
me: I was having a powerful
conversation today with
someone who was wanting
to know the right way to
look at an upset she felt
toward her son.
Why is it that everything
in our world pushes us
to be good rather than to
just be honest?
I’ve had it with the world
pushing us to attain some
impossible moral standard
which is not only out of
reach, so much so that
even baby Jesus in a loin
cloth couldn’t live up to it,
but it’s a total waste of time.
I have discovered that
the only way to find some
relief from this madness
is to accept and embrace
myself exactly as I am.
The same goes for
the world.
I am no longer willing to
go to war with myself or
anyone else for that matter.
I spent a life time trying
to fit in, to please, to belong,
and you know what I
discovered?
I have never fit in anywhere,
regardless how hard I tried.
As someone I both love
and admire said this morning,
thank God you never fit in
anywhere. If you had fit in,
you would have been useless.
Because I don’t fit in
and I never have, no matter
what I said or did, I have
sworn off that exercise
in futility completely.
It’s a one way ticket on
the bullet train straight
to hell.
And it is a way to remain
a victim all of your life,
which says nothing about
the fact that it never works.
How do you gain acceptance
and approval from someone
who has neither loved or
accepted themselves?
Ever?
Huh?
Here is what I have to say
about all this:
May everything be com-
pleated in me.
I put my weapons down.
The war is over.
May I never lead with
my dukes up ever again.
May I give every experience
the time and the space that
it needs in order to complete
itself.
May this be the service
I offer my world.
Who cares if I am invisible
and fly beneath radar
detection?
Isn't a quiet, peaceful, loving
and simple life its own
reward?
What does it really matter
if no one sees me or gets
me?
I have myself and that is
all that matters.
The world has no need
of another blowhard.
Nor does it need one
who has honed the skill
of schmoozing and
kissing asses.
But one who will accept
nothing short of every-
thing exactly as it is?
One who will inwardly
bow before everything,
allowing it to be
completed within them
for the sake of the world,
let me be that one.
Let that be my service
to both myself and
this world.
***
Prayer for the Day
Consummata est.
May it be finished
within me during
the time I am here.
Amen
***
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